Episode: Ep14: Amara Higuera - Estoy Llamando, Regresando Tu Llamada

Amara Higuera is an artist and writer from Los Angeles (the ancestral and unceded land of the Gabrielino-Tongva and Chumash peoples). She is exploring histories of precarity, resilience, and (re)generation through lens based inquiry and sound. She is currently writing poetry and making sound works as a practice of personal exorcism and artistic research. This show consists of 3 episodes: Ch. 1 embodied search(ing) Ch. 2 embodied remembering Ch. 3 Lungs Don't Fail Me Now Amara Higuera, our artist in residency during the winter of 2023 presents the outcome of this period. In the words of the artist, “Estoy Llamando, Regresando Tu Llamada” is a three piece audio collection searching for what needs to be said. "If you're going to say it, can you say it here? Are your lungs strong and ready? Or more so, can you say it safely? I recall the suffocation you mentioned. Of that place where you can’t look at that, you can’t say that. But, let’s say that I did?" English translations: Title: “Estoy Llamando, Regresando Tu Llamada” / “I’m Calling, Returning Your Call” Ch. 1 (No translations) Ch. 2 (First Voice) "Hi, my daughter, why do you want me to tell you that story? No, it’s that, it’s very sad, no you don’t understand… (sigh)." (Second Voice - Original Song) "I hear him asking for me, in my house, the house I never returned to His little hands, his hug, his path, in my house, my house, that I never returned to "Without reason they took you from me, from the house, my house, that I never returned to" Ch. 3 "Talking with you, talking with me" (overlapped phrases in Spanish) Credit to Eartha Kitt, who said it. And also to my family, who remember even when we forget.